January 15
Winter is the logging time. In winter, the sap is down in
the ash trees, which makes for the best hurleys.
Ash on the Carolina Piedmont, where I live, is too brittle
for hurleys. I’ve logged the piedmont between Greenville and Winston Salem, but
the soil runs red with clay and makes for light, brittle wood—like balsa. Even
in the loamy sections along the streams, the wood cuts too easily with the
chainsaw.
Ash is not dominant here, growing in patches along streams
and in bottoms. The bottom ash butt swells round, what we call pumpkin ash in
Indiana, making the grain grow in quilted patterns that are useless for
hurleys.
In the north, ash are more abundant being the first growth
trees along fences and in overgrown orchards and pastures.
I drive north, sometimes leaving the night before and sleeping
in the truck cab on a nice gravel spot along the side of a county road. Wife is
used to such exploits. She has stopped asking too many questions. No matter the
weather or the job, wife always blocks out two days for me to go on a log run.
If I am home in one it is a bonus—at least for me.
But today it is five in the morning and the alarm goes off.
Wife tells me that it is time to make the doughnuts. I roll out of bed and put
on my woolen socks, work pants, and a fleece, and then kiss wife. As I descend
the stairs and then proceed through the halls, I try to be quiet and not wake
the whole house, but my feet are heavy and the old #2 oak flooring squeaky. I make coffee and warm bread in the toaster and
look out the window imagining what the day will hold. Outside the street and
houses are black. I check the thermometer and it reads twenty degrees. It will
be cold up on the mountain.
I gather my breakfast and head out the door to the truck,
and just then the chill hits me and rolls through the back of my head. My truck
and trailer are hitched up and waiting at the curb. I turn the key and the
truck thunders to life, filling my chest with the rubble and bass of the vanity
muffler the last owner installed.
I load my logging boots—they are too muddy to wear. I have
my mattock and straps. I have a good saw, gas, chains, and plenty of files. I
have a sandwich for lunch, enough canned food for two days, water, my wrench
box, a persuader bar, two spare bottle jacks, straps, spare tires, a sleeping
bag and a change of clothes. I get in the car praying that I will be back with
a full load, without a load or with a small load everything is wrong, nature is
against me, man is against me, as is God. On those days I’m ready to quit this
craft.
I buy cheap South Carolina gas and then begin my climb north
across the Eastern Continental Divide and into Asheville. I try to get past
Asheville before daylight, before the morning traffic. If I’m lucky wife will
call me and put the kids on and they’ll all wish me a good day in the
mountains, but I don’t hear from them this morning. I move north of Ashville, hauling
the 2,000 pound trailer up and down snowy 6% grades towards Sam’s Gap and into Tennessee and the
Cumberland Plateau. The view descending into a high valley is like a long shot
in cinema—the interstate lays itself out before me in all of its engineering
majesty, and I see the lights of cars and semi trucks frozen in the great
distance. These old mountains ridges roll at their peaks, beat away over the
millennia. They are black, and the sky is a hazy grey, and in between is a
buffer stamped with tulip poplar tops— the poplar blending the two colors
together through millions of streams of branches. Mount Mitchell and the Blue
Ridge Parkway are just east of here, and I am reminded of camping a mile in the
sky on the side of Mt. Mitchell in a storm, the wind hounding the tent with 50
mile an hour gusts, my two boys pressed violently against me, wishing they were
at home with wife.
The truck creeps up the grade at 4,000 rpms—the base of the
muffler fills my chest. Here the road is washed white with salt and all along
the edges is the plowed snow. The snow
grows deeper as I approach the top and the color of the day now changes rapidly
as light floods the sky. At 3760 feet I cross the pass at Sam’s Gap and the
morning sun welcomes me into Tennessee—the land of my ash. I shift the truck
out of gear and let it plunge down the other side of the mountain. The truck and
trailer take great sweeping turns through road cuts covered with a thousand
frozen waterfalls. When the speed gets too high I throw the truck into gear and
the control comes back. There are times when I slow it in second gear, but for
the most part I know every bank and turn on the road and use my inertia for the
next quarter hour, a controlled fall into the valley below. The sky fills with
belts of rosy pinks, blues, and purples as we descend along Higgins Creek. The land is more populated as we approach the
valley, and in and around the settlements of Clear Branch and South Indian
Creek, chimney smoke puffs from little sawmill houses with fresh pine siding
and either red or green tin roofs. Along the creek sycamore and locust trees
are second only to the ubiquitous poplar. The dirt here is black and fertile,
good land for hay farming and raising cattle, but much too rough for farming.
As I head west out if Kingsport, I am flanked by the Clinch
Mountain which runs one hundred and fifty miles in length with only two natural
gaps. I turn north into the mountain running along circuitous little roads that
pass little two story farmhouses built much too close to the road. The slightest
mistake and I’d drive the truck into a ditch or into the barbed wire that runs
along the road keeping the cattle in the fields. White washed Missionary Baptist churches rise
up from the creek banks while stone steps descend into the water that washes
away sin.
The old homesteads sit with an earned dignity though weathered
grey, boarded up, with sagging porches and junk strewn about the yard. Just
behind them is a nineteen seventies mobile home—once a smart alternative to the
old farmhouse—now dented, missing siding, and black with mildew also with junk
strewn about the yard. Regardless of their tidiness or lack thereof, every plot
with a living inhabitant has a satellite dish—a sort of flag to let the
neighbors and passers by know—we are still here.
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